people that seem so nice when you talk to them and actually look like they want to talk to you but never talk to you first confuse the hell out of me
sometimes i forget that dogs are animals descended from scary ass wild beasts that hunt and kill and shit like
my pug just farted so loud she scared herself and had to be cuddled until she stopped crying like how did this happen
“Never get too attached to anyone unless they also feel the same towards you, because one sided expectations can mentally destroy you.”
Vovinam Day 61
I feel so strange. I got to class super early today. I think I made my teacher feel bad, cause I was the first one there. Dat led stretches today. We didn’t really do anything too painful there. After that, Thuy made us practice combos. Low straight kick, high straight kick, roundhouse, and sliding sidekick. After the break, we practice back turning sidekick. I love my instructors, they make me feel better. I feel kind of comfortable asking questions from the instructors now. (: towards the end of class, Hong Ahn somehow talked me into staying for the leg techniques class. That was so painful. We did something that started out as a front roll, then turned into a fall. It hurts your back so much. Then we watched the more advanced class. So amazing.
I don’t really care how many people think I’m wrong or stupid. I just want to say that I feel a strong connection to smokers. Perhaps it’s because it’s reminds me of a happier time. A time when my grandma was still alive. She may have smoked like a chimney, but I love her. She made me feel safe and welcome. Perhaps that’s why I feel most comfortable when I’m smoking or around people who smoke.