My personality type is really dangerous for myself and the people around me. I rush into relationships and end up hurting everyone close to me. I get really into things and then end up dropping them like flies.
There’s honestly no need to have toxic relationships. They bring you down, when you’ve finally dug yourself out of the dirt. They constantly make you feel like shit.
when a teacher asks me a question and demands a super quick answer
Please don’t tell me that you’re just using me. For someone with low self esteem, that can be the difference between life and death. That can be the thing they need to jump. Just lie to me and tell me you want me. I don’t care. I just want to be wanted. I want to be needed.
I guess I have a thing for white guys.
I like knowing someone cares. But I also like my space. It’s fun when we both have time. But it gets to be too much most of the time. I want someone to be there for me. But at the same time I want to be able to just be alone.
Vovinam Day 66
Welp class is not very much fun when your body still hurts from the other day. No amount of stretching is going to fix that, just rest, which I’m not going to get. Tammy led warmups. So. Much. Stretching. It was weird walking in and not seeing master Thuy, just Tammy. Another thing that was weird was that people swapped uniforms, because of technical difficulties. We did ab workouts and practiced sidekicks on the same day, my body will not thank me for this tomorrow. Although it might during the summer, when I look sexy, not. Again, we practiced falls. I could feel myself getting lazier.