Damn you Robert, it’s tuesday night; I should be sleeping or doing homework, not watching anime. I think I’ve rediscovered my love of anime again.
People will never understand what it’s like to loose someone close to you. Once you’ve lost someone like that, you have a constant fear of loss. Whenever you meet someone, you get so scared that they’re going to leave you. When you meet someone older than you, you don’t ever want to loose them. You don’t want that feeling of loneliness to return.
Lol, I feel dumb for falling for tumblr pro.
Why do you keep hurting me? Can’t you see I’m broken beyond recognition? Can’t you see I can barely breathe anymore? Can’t you tell that I don’t even want to wake up anymore? Is making me suffer the only thing that gives you pleasure? You’ve sucked all the life out of me. I used to look forward to going home. I used to look forward to going to school. I can’t look forward to anything knowing there’s no escape. There’s no escape from the pain I feel. I can’t get away. There’s no where to turn to anymore. Everywhere I turn there’s judgement. No one understands. I just want a best friend. No, I need a Bestfriend. But I hate weighing people down with my problems. I’d rather sink deeper into the depression I’ve been in for a long time. People look at me like I’m some sort of freak. Or worse they think I’m fine. I’m not fine. I haven’t been for a long time.
don’t you hate it when you offer help and the other person says yes